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Saturday, October 20, 2012

Dear Lord In Heaven... ...my prayer still stands...

as you know yesterday was diana's back surgery. 80% through the surgery they had to stop,as one of her legs stopped responding to all stimulation. as she lay unconscious and helpless,doctors tried unsuccessfully for 2 hours to get any kind of response. i am so afraid for her,she may be in her twenties,but we both know her mind is not equal to her years and she has more physical difficulties than that which they were trying to correct with the surgery. i fear  losing the use of her leg would be far too much of a burden for her,she so loves to dance,she works hard at her job,she loves to go for walks and talk with neighbors and play with their pets,she loves to play with her nieces and nephews,she loves to feel pretty...which she is all the time,tho she doesn't FEEL that way. already she will never drive a car or have children and so much more...please don't let the use of her leg be taken from her too!

her oldest sister theresa is also going through tough times with the court battle over placement of her daughter elliana...

i ask you please to spare them ALL such deep pain and give it to me in their place... my life cannot be spared from this disease... you have blessed me with an extra twenty years of moyamoya not effecting the left side of my brain,tho this years scans show blockages and possibly an aneurysm on the left side along with an old stroke in my left pons... moyamoya in my left brain is around the corner for me already... 
                                       
                  i will gladly turn that corner now to spare the next generations of my family from the pain and loss that possibly stand at their doorsteps now and in the future. let me take the proverbial bullets for them...

                  plus, i can deal better with my own afflictions than i could ever bare theirs,so please Lord i ask you to spare my loved ones and give them the health and happiness we both know i,already, will never have again ...
                    i am not giving up and if it is your will,i'll continue to fight to come back as far as possible from however far you take me and to fight to continue raising awareness of MOYAMOYA DISEASE  so they and others will not be faced with THIS either ...please let me do this with YOUR strength, grace,guidance and power of unconditional love !!! ...AMEN...

       TODAY,diana thankfully has the use of her leg back,however upon waking up, she began thrashing about. DRs placed her in a medically induced coma so as not to hurt herself. ~ it was also decided they will finish the other 20% of her back surgery early this next week... ...also days later theresa goes to court once again,tho in wisconsin,because the new jersey judge did not want the case and immediately ruled it a wisconsin case ... ...as both outcomes are yet undetermined ...
                           ... my prayer still stands... ...AMEN...

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