Jovian Moons
this was so incredibly moving to me i just had to reply
Friday, November 30, 2012
just wanted to share this wonderful tweet i just found from like 16 hours ago!.... only wish i could write so eloquently !
Jovian Moons @JovianMoons
@moyamoyagarden just checking if your #BULLSHIT shitty bleeding brains still functioning because that's too bad be R.I.P soon. AP hates you
this was so incredibly moving to me i just had to reply
@JovianMoons thanks so much for taking time out of your busy day to wish me an early R.I.P. you are truly too kind! <3xxx span="span">
Jovian Moons
this was so incredibly moving to me i just had to reply
Sunday, November 18, 2012
Psychiatry vs Neurology...
i am a multiple stroke survivor with half a brain from moyamoya disease,i also have post traumatic stress from multiple life experiences.
i have been receiving treatment for both,plus i have been on an SSRI.
due to my worsening physical conditions,including my tremors, uncontrolled muscle movements with extremely painful muscle contractions throughout my body,including freezing of arms and legs while walking. my neurologist has recently been ruling out different medications as the cause for the worsening of these symptoms by stopping medications for a time,then restarting if there is no change in symptoms.
most recently he has me cutting back on the SSRI meds,which recently have come into question as possible causes of hemorrhagic strokes (brain bleeds). though i do not know his opinion of this recent study.
last week thursday, while seeing my psychiatrist, i was shocked to learn of his strong resentment toward neurologists (on his part anyway) when it comes to differing opinions as to the effects on patients with brain damage and the use of SSRIs.
this was the 1st time i had seen him without a nurse practitioner or other medical type person from the program in the room,so of course i have no witness to his anger toward my neurologist or myself, for choosing to follow through with stopping the use of the SSRI even long enough to find if my muscular symptoms improve.
the psychiatrist was very adamant about his thoughts that this was a mistake and therefore he would not continue treatment with me unless i come to the conclusion that stopping the SSRI was a mistake and was ready to go back on them,he also stated if my neurologist wants to treat me with a different kind of medication other than an SSRI he should feel free to do so without him or his approval,at which time he dismissed me, now stating there would be no more appointments with him until i am ready to return to taking the SSRI ,as he escorted me to his office door.
due to my PTSD (which causes fight,flight or freeze responses) i froze, unable to ask about further treatment of my PTSD,including HIS prescription of anti-anxiety medication and HIS recommended monthly counseling sessions.
I BELIEVE IT IS MY LEGAL RIGHT TO REFUSE OR STOP ANY TREATMENT OR MEDICATION WITHOUT RETRIBUTION OR REMOVAL OF OTHER TREATMENT OR MEDICATION UNDER *COERCION* OR ANY OTHER DEMAND BY ANY TYPE OF PHYSICAL,NEUROLOGICAL OR PSYCHIATRIC DOCTOR.
i have been receiving treatment for both,plus i have been on an SSRI.
due to my worsening physical conditions,including my tremors, uncontrolled muscle movements with extremely painful muscle contractions throughout my body,including freezing of arms and legs while walking. my neurologist has recently been ruling out different medications as the cause for the worsening of these symptoms by stopping medications for a time,then restarting if there is no change in symptoms.
most recently he has me cutting back on the SSRI meds,which recently have come into question as possible causes of hemorrhagic strokes (brain bleeds). though i do not know his opinion of this recent study.
last week thursday, while seeing my psychiatrist, i was shocked to learn of his strong resentment toward neurologists (on his part anyway) when it comes to differing opinions as to the effects on patients with brain damage and the use of SSRIs.
this was the 1st time i had seen him without a nurse practitioner or other medical type person from the program in the room,so of course i have no witness to his anger toward my neurologist or myself, for choosing to follow through with stopping the use of the SSRI even long enough to find if my muscular symptoms improve.
the psychiatrist was very adamant about his thoughts that this was a mistake and therefore he would not continue treatment with me unless i come to the conclusion that stopping the SSRI was a mistake and was ready to go back on them,he also stated if my neurologist wants to treat me with a different kind of medication other than an SSRI he should feel free to do so without him or his approval,at which time he dismissed me, now stating there would be no more appointments with him until i am ready to return to taking the SSRI ,as he escorted me to his office door.
due to my PTSD (which causes fight,flight or freeze responses) i froze, unable to ask about further treatment of my PTSD,including HIS prescription of anti-anxiety medication and HIS recommended monthly counseling sessions.
I BELIEVE IT IS MY LEGAL RIGHT TO REFUSE OR STOP ANY TREATMENT OR MEDICATION WITHOUT RETRIBUTION OR REMOVAL OF OTHER TREATMENT OR MEDICATION UNDER *COERCION* OR ANY OTHER DEMAND BY ANY TYPE OF PHYSICAL,NEUROLOGICAL OR PSYCHIATRIC DOCTOR.
*coercionWeb definitions: the act of compelling by force of authority.
wordnetweb.princeton.edu/perl/webwn
~ i would greatly appreciate legitimate opinions on this matter~
~PLEASE leave comments below,THANK YOU!!~
Sunday, November 4, 2012
explanation of an election inspired tweet...
after having watched this video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=ZENtH3psXl4
having seen so many more like it, in it's same ignorance and audacity, it was the straw that broke the camels back. i sent a tweet about: ROMNEY RAINCOATS NOW MADE BY TROJAN!
which was in no way intended to make light of the the storm named SANDY or any other of the VIOLENT FORCES OF NATURE occurring around the globe through climate change.
it was and still is a comment on MITT ROMNEY himself and his character or as what i see as a lack thereof.
he has stated many times that if elected,he would overturn roe v wade and get rid of planned parenthood. among many of what i see as atrocities, that he would see as his right to try to impose upon us, 'IF' he were president. which i for one find terrifying.
though my full thought behind my tweet did not come to full fruition to even MYSELF until a few moments ago, somehow a subliminal message from my subconscious gave me the punchline for what i see as a sad and unscrupulous JOKE of a man named MITT ROMNEY.
it was my awkward way of saying, CLIMATE CHANGE AND THE DEVASTATION AND DESTRUCTION OF HUMAN LIFE, ECONOMIES,WILDLIFE, ECOSYSTEMS AND SO MUCH MORE. IS THREATENING OUR ABILITY TO LIVE - IN HOMES, BREATHE -CLEAN AIR, DRINK CLEAN WATER AND EAT-UNCONTAMINATED FOOD, TO CONTINUE TO WORK TOWARD GLOBAL HEALTH CARE, MEDICAL RESEARCH AND DISTRIBUTION OF PROPER MEDICAL SUPPLIES AND EDUCATION TO ALL ... PLUS MORE...
with our planet and our futures already hanging in the balance...
i've had to ask myself: as a president faced with a crisis...what would mitt romney say to his country? .....SADLY,
i fear it would be something like this...
I'VE ABOLISHED PLANNED PARENTHOOD SO THERE ARE PLENTY OF *RAINCOATS* TO GO AROUND, GO BACK TO YOUR HOMES AND CALL 211. IF THAT DOES NOT WORK, NOT TO WORRY! BY ABOLISHING MEDICARE AND MEDICAID THERE ARE PLENTY OF CYANIDE PILLS FOR THOSE NON BELIEVERS!
EVERYONE ELSE PLEASE STAY WHERE YOU ARE UNTIL THE STEALTH ARK I'VE HAD BUILT COMES TO PICK YOU UP ...BE SURE TO KEEP YOUR PORCH LIGHTS ON SO THEY CAN FIND YOU, AS YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO SEE THEM... AS...WELL, BECAUSE IT'S STEALTH...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=ZENtH3psXl4
having seen so many more like it, in it's same ignorance and audacity, it was the straw that broke the camels back. i sent a tweet about: ROMNEY RAINCOATS NOW MADE BY TROJAN!
which was in no way intended to make light of the the storm named SANDY or any other of the VIOLENT FORCES OF NATURE occurring around the globe through climate change.
it was and still is a comment on MITT ROMNEY himself and his character or as what i see as a lack thereof.
he has stated many times that if elected,he would overturn roe v wade and get rid of planned parenthood. among many of what i see as atrocities, that he would see as his right to try to impose upon us, 'IF' he were president. which i for one find terrifying.
though my full thought behind my tweet did not come to full fruition to even MYSELF until a few moments ago, somehow a subliminal message from my subconscious gave me the punchline for what i see as a sad and unscrupulous JOKE of a man named MITT ROMNEY.
it was my awkward way of saying, CLIMATE CHANGE AND THE DEVASTATION AND DESTRUCTION OF HUMAN LIFE, ECONOMIES,WILDLIFE, ECOSYSTEMS AND SO MUCH MORE. IS THREATENING OUR ABILITY TO LIVE - IN HOMES, BREATHE -CLEAN AIR, DRINK CLEAN WATER AND EAT-UNCONTAMINATED FOOD, TO CONTINUE TO WORK TOWARD GLOBAL HEALTH CARE, MEDICAL RESEARCH AND DISTRIBUTION OF PROPER MEDICAL SUPPLIES AND EDUCATION TO ALL ... PLUS MORE...
with our planet and our futures already hanging in the balance...
i've had to ask myself: as a president faced with a crisis...what would mitt romney say to his country? .....SADLY,
i fear it would be something like this...
I'VE ABOLISHED PLANNED PARENTHOOD SO THERE ARE PLENTY OF *RAINCOATS* TO GO AROUND, GO BACK TO YOUR HOMES AND CALL 211. IF THAT DOES NOT WORK, NOT TO WORRY! BY ABOLISHING MEDICARE AND MEDICAID THERE ARE PLENTY OF CYANIDE PILLS FOR THOSE NON BELIEVERS!
EVERYONE ELSE PLEASE STAY WHERE YOU ARE UNTIL THE STEALTH ARK I'VE HAD BUILT COMES TO PICK YOU UP ...BE SURE TO KEEP YOUR PORCH LIGHTS ON SO THEY CAN FIND YOU, AS YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO SEE THEM... AS...WELL, BECAUSE IT'S STEALTH...
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